About the one who becomes your guru

Will have a lot to say about love, friendship, crushes, and connections, but let’s start today with this thing I wanna tell about her. The woman who is changing my life days by day, without even knowing it – well now she knows, as I’m getting used to call her my guru.

Some people are meant to have a strong influence of your life, and it’s not even because you love them. When you love somebody you allow this person to get into your world, and then everything can start, even pain (mostly pain). I don’t have any problem with pain, I think it might me the black side of love which is necessary to make you able to see the light on the other side. I mean whatever you feel for someone, you’re going to feel it stronger if you also feel the opposite, no ? so in very kind of strong love there’s a part of hate, born from pain and deception, desillusion, regrets, and loss of respect. But if you keep feeling love for somebody you know enough to tell his mistakes and his defaults one by one, then you know your love is an endless one.

But this is not my point today… I just wanted to say that this girl is not changing my life by love, or by friendship – even if I would call her a friend.She’s changing my life because her soul is so pure that it is actually leading mine. There’s no way I can’t say, with my poor English vocabulary, how close to the human perfection she is to me. Human and perfection might not sound well together, but if there’s a kind of maximum of purity we, human beings, can reach, I think she’s really close to that point.

It’s not about friendship, it’s not about admiration… it’s about peace. She’s showing me a way to be in peace with myself, my acts, my feelings, my life. I will never have enough words to describe how amazingly well you feel when someone like her ever crosses your road…

For all that you’re bringing me into, girl, thank you…