About the one who might be « the » one

This is the kind of things that one think might happen only once in a life time : meeting him and thinking « he is the one ». But one is wrong : it can happen more than once. It can be wrong. One can be confused between two feelings : being in love, deeply, doesn’t mean one found « Mister Right » (copyright my friend Ara). And finding your soulmate doesn’t mean you found your Mister Right either. The right thing should be if Mister Right is your soulmate, plus you’re in love with him… but life is not fair, and you would be so lucky if you’re get to have that chance that I would definitely be jealous of you.

I found my soulmate, and I have been madly in love with him. But he wasn’t the one, even though I thought so for a long time. We both know now that it was wrong, and we have saved the most important : our love. A different sort of love, but a deep one.

And now I don’t think in terms of « the one ». I think in terms of « one of the possible ones ». And I have met lately one of these possible ones… and I fell in love with him. I don’t know where we’re going, either if it is even possible to go anywhere, but I am happy to feel something ; to be alive ; to be capable of thinking about any future with a man who is not my soulmate, but whom I can love as much and maybe more as I used to love the other one.

So… for you who told me once : « we coud be great for each other », I just want to tell you : I KNOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it is worth it, definitely.

Thanks for being in my life, finally…